I’ve been so busy using tumblr lately. Aside from that, I was also updating my ipod almot every day. You see, I have a new ipod. haha. That’ the only thing that I can say which is probably new in my life right now. Plus the friends I gained which I haven’t met yet except for one.
I think I’m probably nearing the point where I am sick of uing the internet. I always look for new things to explore or new thing to download just so i can stay online.
I can’t really ramble about these things in Tumblr. I rarely write how I really feel in that blog. not unless someone who knows me well reads it. Then he/she would know what i really feel just by looking at those pictures or whatever I post.
I really want to go to school. It’s enough torture already that almost whole summer, it was raining and I wasn’t able to go to the beach at all. I really want to ee my friends and get this last year over with.
nonsense, i’ll go back to listening to my ipod. toodles.
namiss ko magblog dito. recently puro tumblr na lang leaving me with no ideas left. In the end, sayo pa din ang balik ko. dito pa din ang balik ko. Mas onti lang ang tumitingin dito na kilala ko at malamang yung mga yun, hindi na nila to tinitignan dahil dati ko ng binura yung mga nakasulat dito.
pero kailangan ko lang talaga ilabas yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Sobrang naiinis ako. punyeta *!&@%$#!*!&#. hindi ko alam kung ano bang ginagawa kong mali pero bakit ako appektado? ilang beses ko ng sinasabi sa sarili ko na magfocus. FOCUS. sa kung ano ba talaga ang dapat kong maramdaman. Tama na yung ilang beses akong nagingemo dahil sa pagiging depressed ko. Ayoko na bumalik sa ganung stage. Ayoko na talaga.
Kailangan ko ba talagang lumayo para lang magawa ko yun? pano nalang ang ating pinagsamahan? mapupunta lahat sa wala. mukang hindi mo naman din pinapahalagahan eh. Ako lang yung ganito kaapektado. oras ang kailangan ko. napakaraming oras. Pagbigyan sana ako ni Lord.
Haven’t been blogging here recently because I found a new interesting site. I am sorry my dear blog. I will visit you again one of these days and rekindle the flame that’s in the blogger in me.
TTYL.
today was the fourth day.
takte. kung pwede lang siguro magreklamo tong mga tuhod ko, sumisigaw na sila sa sakit ngayon. siryoso, pago na pagod ako. feeing ko kulang yung tinutulog ko para ipahinga yung pagod ko sa isang umagang pagjjogging. pero sana worth it naman tong pagod ko. at ang medyo pagtakwil ko sa pagkain ng masasarap at matatabang pagkain para lang pumayat.
nagtimbang ako kanina. nabawasan ako ng 1 pound. 9 more to go. ang goal ko eh maka10 pounds man lang na bawas. kung maabot ko ang quota ko bago pa matapos ang bakasyon, edi more than 10 pounds na. haha. wish me luck.